Heya again ^^
As title says, recently I'm struggling with my college, more precisely, in the latest time I had no little of exams and some other forms of tests as well as one presentation. It unfortunately made me having not much time for art... Thus I'm ashamed of lack of any updates, however I'll surely add something new in the following time.
Some of you have been interested in one issue. To put it simply, I kinda feel like I recently got some crush...
But that's actually quite complicated ^^' To put it easily, some time ago I noticed that one girl from my year possibly likes me. I mean by that, she might like me more than a normal, fellow classmate. I noticed she likely blushed when I gave her the test result. She often looks at me during classes, also she not uncommonly asks me for help, what I can't deny, makes me happy ^^' Heh, my name sounds so cute in her voice ^__^ She's very pretty and has a beautiful, sensual voice. No girl ever paid any attention on me, I can't say I'm a kind of a handsome, attractive boy that girls dream about, so it was no little surprising and yet pleasant. I'd certainly like to meet her closer, however the problem is that she already has a boyfriend.Yeah, that's my luck ^^' What's more, she seems to be very bound to him, so rather no chance her taken status would be able to get changed. Well, I'd certainly not want to ruin her relationship, so it'll really be better, when I just stay as a friend-helper. Anyway, the sole thing I actually could arouse an attention of a pretty girl made me happy and possibly less doubtful. ^^' It'll not be so easy for me to get rid of all my shyness, but maybe that's some sign to be more positive.
And how have you been lately? I hope things go well for you and you are not having too hard times.
Greet you much
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Anyway, I cannot write one note :3. You wrote "I can't say I'm a kind of a handsome, attractive boy that girls dream about"; hm, even though I was never able to make a girl to be interested in me (sorry, I don't know how to translate it better) (you know, Wolfi got me, not myself her) I learned a few things in time. First, what girls dreams about and what they want and need are often different things (of course, there are both good and bad exceptions). As - for example - Addigni pinpointed, you're nice and very polite (and shy) person. It may seem that it's not "in" these days, but that's not true. Reason, why many girls prefers bad boys is not that they're bad, but it's because they're self-confident - they know what they want and stands for that. But - correct me if I'm wrong - you sounds me like someone, who will adapt to (potential) girls will anytime anywhere. For some reason, that's what girls (subconsciously) don't like. So it's important to create some border how much compromise (because - as I believe you already know - compromise is also really, really important). I hope I was understandable :3.
Anyway, I'm just guessing, maybe it's not that at all :3.
(And anyway, I know how hard that is, I really, really do. I'm also shy type...)
Mhm, well yeah, I actually am self-confident, but rarely, during very occasional moments.
But yeah, I guess you are right, I'm like that. I just try to be nice and it seems it's not useful. I never actually had a strong personality, I can only act like I was self-confident or had high self-esteem and it will still not always turn to be true.
I see. Well, in my case, I went through phase of being what I described earlier and then through phase when I was angry on girls, because it looked to me that they're just using me and then met Wolfi and together we developed approach to each other...
Mhm, I see, I'm sorry for your bad experiences. However my problem is not that I was used, I'm just being ignored.
Aha, well, I meant my case just as example.
Oh yup, I see.
i wish you good luck in life then~~ ^O^